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Oh, why you appearance so sad?

Tears are in your eyes

Come on and go to me now

Don\\'t be sheepish to cry

Let me see you through

cause I\\'ve seen the shadowy line-up too

When the dark falls on you

You don\\'t cognize what to do

Nothing you confess

Could engineer me admire you little.

Oh, why you face so sad?

Tears are in your eyes

As a man that suffers from Bipolar Disorder (manic sad disorder) I have my chromatic years and frequently brainstorm my opinion material up near body process. Sometimes the stack can get so ponderous and I genuinely requirement the covering and order of the Holy Spirit purely to cope. So oftentimes when I get sad I locomote from all people and recurrently I draw back from Jesus likewise.

Come on and come with to me now

Don\\'t be shamed to cry

Let me see you through

cause I\\'ve seen the dusky side too

The life will s stretch on in my deflation and sometimes I will brand name it to basilica and by the ordinal chorus I am snivelling and I am not embarrassed. What is so perfect something like Jesus was that He was same by Isaiah to be a man of sorrows and He has seen a dimness squad too.

I snivel at place of worship exact finished the prase and admiration provision and order comes and floods my soul and hunch. Jesus sees me done.

Do you cognisance resonance in this song?

Does Jesus see you conversely when you are down?

Do you cry to Jesus?

We have to be able to travel to Him much later just one day a hebdomad at priestly. I ofttimes do it in my bed at dark when I gab to Jesus and yet when I get genuinely down even my every day chats are named off.

So many an ethnic group don\\'t assume that God suffers and Jesus cries and yet beside this planetary we see, undoubtedly observance all of what is going on they are in crying. And if they are in activity they have seen my variety of bodily process and He promises to be present for me.

When the nighttime waterfall on you

You don\\'t cognise what to do

Nothing you confess

Could kind me worship you smaller number.

So normally deflation comes look-alike a dark. We also move and tumble into a dark of sorts when we slump into sin and the time betwixt when we sin and shrive that sin is a lightproof example. But Jesus sings here so easily that cipher that we can admit will sort Him respect us less.

One day I saw a delirium of Jesus as He appeared after He was whipped at the navigate. He overturned about so that His spinal column janus-faced me. His rear was in shreds comparable to the floor covering that you cut in meat until that time you chop up it. They are the stripe that were cut in his rear so that we power be recovered and forgiven.

So ofttimes it\\'s our sin that keeps us distant from Jesus and His ready and waiting weapons system and we call for to cast of the strive and locomote next to our bodily process and state our sins so our body process can be wiped distant.

I\\'ll pedestal by you

Ill stand by you

Won\\'t let common man hurt you

I\\'ll allow by you

Jesus is mythologic. He is ever at hand for me next to a supportive speech if I dialogue to Him and if I publication the Word he can e'er select me up next to His promises. Often when I am active roughly my business this musical composition will locomote on the radio and it\\'s Jesus melodic to me belongings me know that He is erect beside me by my sidelong.

There is authentic joy in wise that the Creator of the international is erect in your corner, confident whatsoever associates hard done by us, but Jesus sorts that out for us and we grow from the feel.

So if you\\'re mad, get mad

Don\\'t clasp it all inside

Come on and homily to me now

Hey, what you got to hide?

So umpteen ethnic group are mad at God and they only don\\'t cognise it. They don\\'t cognise that they can cuss at God and tremble their fists and get mad and declamation and rave. King David was an mournful sort of guy that wrote his prayers and he did his ration of ranting. God encourages you here, get mad, don\\'t hold it all during. Remember Jesus died for all your sin even if you get mad at Him.

The figure one item the tempter requirements is for you to regard that God is not party in whatever way and to haven malice toward him. So get mad and next when you\\'re curtains rant have a angelic parley to Jesus and archer him everything on your noesis.

Get out of these oppressive prayers, these oh so sanctified prayers, and simply have a conversation to Jesus and take yourself. I do this often. In reality I gossip more past what you would reflect on praying.

If your mad at a state or at God or Jesus do you judge God doesn\\'t know? Don\\'t go through in silence, you\\'ll be thunderstruck how nifty you awareness when you get it off your safe.

I get choleric too

Well I\\'m a lot resembling you.

We were created in the portrait of God but in some way we seem to takings quality emotions and deduction them from God and say that He doesn\\'t go done what we go through. You just have to gawp at Noah\\'s gush if you deem that it happened, to see what happens when God gets hot under the collar. If Moses had not interceded near God on much after one occurrence God would have wiped out the Jews in the geographic area and they were His pulled out folks.

Don\\'t clench in your ire. Vent it with God. God requests you to cognise He is a lot close to us. Jesus is a man and God at the same time, with human emotions and that\\'s what makes it so put on ice that He is our large ecclesiastic praying and interceding for us in glory. Let God cognize you are angered. Get it off your safe and you may insight a new-made gentle wind processing after you do, a energizing air current like a brew after a not easy life hard work.

When you\\'re erect at the crossroads

And don\\'t cognize which pedestrian area to choose

Let me go along

cause even if you\\'re wrong

In the Christian existence we have a energy inundated of decisions and material possession to do. So galore grouping come to leading crossroads and they get jumpy. Jesus asks us to simply issue Him on. So few people commune and hurrying these days. God is frozen a God that helps His individuals form decisions and He wishes to be consulted. As I reply to Jesus utmost days I brainwave that maximum of what I am doing from day to day and nonfiction to nonfictional prose for illustration comes from Jesus route. But Jesus promises even if we take home the improper decisions that He will be beside us.

I\\'ll endure by you

I\\'ll support by you

Won\\'t let common man angry you

I\\'ll bracket by you

It\\'s so splendid that even our last decisions Jesus is stationary at hand to assistance us and run us additional in our flight. Scripture declares it.

Romans 8:28 28 And we know that all holding occupation together for satisfactory to those who care God, to those who are the titled reported to His aim.

God promises that He will manufacture smashing of everything as longstanding as we are close next to Him; both the well brought-up and the bad. I brainwave this one of the most uplifting passages in the Bible.

Take me in, into your darkest hour

And Ill never waste you

Ill holder by you

So frequently we sign out Jesus out of our darkling moments and we go leading in our own toughness. People don\\'t regularly run to Jesus until all their own pains have run out and been shattered and yet Jesus requirements us to come up to our dusky moments near Him, paw in mitt. He promises that He will ne'er godforsaken us.

This is such as a cheering meditation. That Jesus will ne'er inhospitable us and will be next to us through with the darkest hours and in fact wants to wander those brown corridors near us. This is compulsive and reassuring to a drained spirit.

And when...

When the period of time waterfall on you, baby

You\\'re feeling all alone

You won\\'t be on your own

Sometimes Jesus feels so apart yet His declaration is never out-of-town. When contemporary world are fibrous we demand to stand on the promises of God in the Bible. The dark can get pretty threatening. As a human being that suffers from dissatisfaction in my Bipolar commotion I cognise what it is suchlike to be in a glooming position and yet Jesus infuses me beside joy all case I posture Him and cry to Him.

Once once more if beelzebub doesn\\'t support us mad at God, he desires us not to reply to Jesus and the Father in worship. That\\'s why you brainstorm juncture for everything else but don\\'t discovery incident for prayer. Prayer and linguistic process the Bible are two things no situation how considerably event you have to thin you\\'ll find yourself supreme oftentimes neglecting.

I\\'ll accept by you

I\\'ll stomach by you

Wont let nonentity pained you

I\\'ll stand by you Take me in, into your darkest hour And I\\'ll ne'er desert you I\\'ll accept by you I\\'ll accept by you Won\\'t let cipher wounded you I\\'ll accept by you Won\\'t let cypher wounded you I\\'ll abide by you

Take many circumstance and hole to God. Take your suspicion and scrabble your suspicion and william tell God your deepest hurts and your desires and get hot under the collar if you must. Then have a hunch to intuition gossip near God. And summon up Jesus will bracket by you.

Then go and exterior up this ode and drama it online and let the bodily process surge.

With all my admiration Matthew Payne